Posted on 12 September 2005 by Zeus3freedom

 

E ceva inedit...nici yo nu stiu cum sa o numesc...un fel de monolog dialogal cred...:))

 

Sa cititi cu tot cu nick-ul meu pentru ca e "personaj"...

* zeus3freedom thinks deeply...really deep...
* zeus3freedom whispers...where is that DAY I wait for?
* zeus3freedom can't wait anymore
* zeus3freedom starts crying now with big tears...and he kisses a rose:
* zeus3freedom asks the rose: "Will you be my girlfriend?"
* zeus3freedom hear from the rose: "Why should I be?"
* zeus3freedom answers: "cause only one person has what you have...all the qualities"
* zeus3freedom wonders: "Why are the roses so rare in this cruel world?"
* zeus3freedom takes the rose and rises in the sky and asks GOD...

* zeus3freedom asks: "GOD I please you with all my human been, with the purity of my soul, could you give me a girl like this rose, like the one I have lost?"
* zeus3freedom looks on the ground and listen a big voice from the sky:
* zeus3freedom hears: "ILIUTA there in that flower you should see other thing...you should love the rose not because is only a pure rose...."
* zeus3freedom "...but because it's a symbol...it's a small piece of Soul"
* zeus3freedom realizes that roses should be purified...He looks at rose...
* zeus3freedom says: "Why I don't see this rose pure?...it was the girl I still love"
* zeus3freedom listens the echo: "Cause you didn't give GOD all your love...love GOD first...forget about the girl...the humans who says;" But I love GOD! I sure do!"....
* zeus3freedom ."...they don't love GOD...as much as it should...it's not enough...they will suffer all their life"
* zeus3freedom "...you know...so you can love GOD you must turn your back to the things that GOD hates them...when you are with your face on the things God don't like, you can't see standing with your back at something...so you cannot see God"
* zeus3freedom hears again: "you will see...the facts...it's written in books...but you don't want to read them...Hmm...you say u don't have time...they're boring..."
* zeus3freedom "....you say u must live your short life...and u forget that is more important than life itself...this is ILIUTA...and many others..."
* zeus3freedom really cries now...He knows that is pure truth...He realizes that life is very fun and distractive...and it's not just we follow the rules and we are boring...
* zeus3freedom slaps himself over the face hardly that the blood come on his face...the slap of the soul is much much harder that the slap of a material hand...
* zeus3freedom decides to change his attitude and to tell the others what he just found out...
* zeus3freedom takes the rose and kiss it...and thinks that God created it...and he amazingly realizes:
* zeus3freedom : "woow...now I see clear...the girl I love is so pure and beautiful because God created her...and is a pure gift for me...given by God"
* zeus3freedom takes the rose and kisses it again:
* zeus3freedom : "you know rose...you're the most beautiful thing that happened to me...you are my life, rose...you made me what I am...through GOD..."
* zeus3freedom cries loud now...it rains outside and there are strong loud thunders...He strongly keeps the rose close to his heart...and so badly he keeps it that the spikes (spini) of the rose penetrated his chest...and caused blood to flow...
* zeus3freedom don't see the blood that covered his body...He know that keeping the rose close to his heart is much much much better than the sufferance caused by his spikes...
* zeus3freedom can let them all the time penetrate his chest...knowing that he will always have the rose close to his heart....He realizes that the physical sufferance is not important....
* zeus3freedom drops a big tear on the rose...the rose absorbed his tear...
* zeus3freedom hears again from the rose: "no one will accept your tears...just me...you told me one day that I will run to cry...but no one will be able to receive my tears...my tears destroys them..."
* zeus3freedom says: "uooooooffff...."...He remembers that day...very well...yes, he told to the rose...and the rose like it then very very much...and it didn't forget...
* zeus3freedom looks at the sky and shouts: "God...please help me cause I'm dying...I please you with all my heart to make this rose see the light...to see YOU...to realize her origin and her future on this world...this world is a lie...a big lie...God..."
* zeus3freedom got in his knees...on the sharp rocks that cuts his skin..."God what if she realizes too late?...what should I do?"
* zeus3freedom hears from Heaven: "She has the friends who know to tell her in what to believe...and you...to tell her the truth about what was been told you and the world...leave her alone...she will suffer more that you can imagine if she doesn't realize...you can just tell her...but later she will see..."
* zeus3freedom hears from the sky: "...you know that things cause I've told you...and you know there's no lies...but pure truth...if she cannot see...she will lose what she has...here and in the life after death..."
* zeus3freedom "....your job is the tell her and making her understand...that's all..."
* zeus3freedom cries deeply...she does not give at least one chance to be with him...how can he tell her if he doesn't have time?...and he just wants her to be happy to make him back happy...
* zeus3freedom looks at his chest...the rose opened wide the petals...and got the blood between them...but on the top of the rose is a spark (scanteie)...a magic one...He tries to let the rose down...but he realizes that he sees that the rose in his heart now
* zeus3freedom whispers: "oofff....I will wait...as much as I can...maybe God sees me one day..."...he laid on the ground and see that a star from the night sky descended on his heart and filled his priceless rose...
* zeus3freedom says with much hope: "Maybe now my Rose will see the facts..."...He closed his eyes...The Rose is crying...He cannot see this...if he could see this he would suicide to erase her crystal tears...to open his heart with his bare hands...to protect what he sincerely have the priciest after GOD...THE ROSE...

 This creation is totally dedicated to my cute little Angel, CRINUTZ...

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